Monday

Why is it when you actually want to do something specific on the internet, especially government sites, they always seem to be down.

My husband has been told all we need to do is reapply for EI and they will re-start his old claim and put through the new one so it's there when the old one runs out. Which is AWESOME, but means I need to get onto the actual site to apply and it's been down all morning, GAH! I'm not too worried, it'll get done sometime today or tomorrow.

Had a fairly decent weekend. Was feeling off on Friday and my husband was feeling off on Saturday. It's normal, this holiday thing with kids and people and stuff sucks. I have no money, don't really want to see too many people and no kid. Honestly most days I'm ok, but yesterday was 10mths since Cole passed, which is why we feel off sometime during the weekend. I find every month around the 17th to the 24th I feel off. I just don't really want to do anything, and if I do end up wanting to do stuff I want to be really busy.

Friday night I had a good time seeing friends that I haven't seen regularly in a while. If it wouldn't have been as low key as it was I don't know if I would have went. It has nothing to do with the people or anything I just barely got myself out of bed on Friday. I was really not in the mood to go out and be around a large crowd so being it was at a friends house and just a few of us worked out really good.

I need to get a whole bunch of crap done for this week and next. Hopefully it'll all get done in time :)