The holiday season is always worst without the ones you love. Especially when you know that you'll never get them back. I wake up each morning lately in a bit of a panic about whether the baby's moving and ok. I know I can't do anything about it if the baby wasn't but I can't help but worry. I lay in bed and wait and then I feel a kick and I'm ok for a while longer, to either go back to sleep or get up and start the day.
I'm sad every day lately, I perk up in the afternoon, but underneath my happy exterior I could easily cry if someone says the wrong thing.
The holidays suck for those who have lost.... Hugs to all who are in the same boat.
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