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Nov 13, 2010

What is this thing called motivation??

Some days I just can't believe how talented and motivated people are. They seem to Ooooooooooooze with motivation at creating amazing things. I have added a bunch of amazing artist links to the side of my page, to show you the motivation and talent of some people. Some days I wish I had that motivation to create things like that. Maybe it takes a mind set or maybe it just requires you forcing yourself to create, whether you want to or not.

Motivation has been a major key in what has been missing in my life for the past while. I just can't seem to get motivated to do anything... OK... I managed to build up enough motivation to create this site. But aside from that I have been lacking in the need and want department. I Want to do something but can't actually decided what I Want to do, and don't really feel the Need to do something just for doing something. I mustered up the motivation to get my Dread Falls done for the wedding, and they were successful, but since then doing any art just seems to have fallen to the waist side.

Maybe it's the lack of space or the lack of equipment or something. I have been trying to make Amigurumi  robots out of crochet and haven't managed to finish the one I have been working on for almost 6 months LOL. Wow... that's sad and pathetic. To do photography or collage work I need a better camera and the space, being I would need to lay things out while I was working on them... so that sounds like too much work, so that's not happening. I don't know what will shake me out of this funk. I've been trying to figure that out for the past year. But my goal is not to do depressing art work, although that's pretty much where I'm at at the moment, so I should probably embrace it and let it be depressing, but then everything's depressing... GAH!

Whatever gods may be please send me some kind of motivation... something positive... something....

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