A New Day

I believe in starting things with a bang... or in some cases a fizzle and a pop.

As my day draws to an end I have finally managed to finish my Blog set up and installation. It may not be quite as I hoped, yet it is not nearly as bad as I had expected.

I will start this Blog with an intention, and although I know that I may not stick to the intention completely I will attempt to stick to it as much as possible. I do not intend to use this as a medium of online journal writing, nor am I using it to write some great masterpiece. Some of my posts may come off journally but my intent is not for that. Instead I hope and intend to use this forum as a means to work through all the thought, worries and fear... as well as expectations and hopes that I have and will be experiencing in the next few months. This will be my attempt to use a productive medium in order to work through things that I may not be able to express verbally with friends and family, or even to myself. Some posts may be pain ridden, and some may be pure joy. I hope to not dwell on the negative, but to express it and deal with it in order to grow and alleviate some of the constant depression that has surrounded me in the past 10 months.

I will be honest with myself and acknowledge that I do not believe that anyone will read this. But should I have a reader I will explain my previous statement in due time. I hope that this may become a productive and positive medium for myself and possibly for others in time.