4am

Yup, it's 4 am and I am awake!

I don't want to be awake but no matter what I try it seems that I am unable to sleep through a night.

And what makes is worst?? I have a head cold and a husband who got over it in a day and I'm going on 3. So my husband and dog are sleeping peacefully in bed while I'm sitting up exhausted and wishing I could just sleep through one night.... GAH!

Do you ever remember reading Garfield comics and they had a series of them where he was singing on the fence and it was written more like a scream then a song. I feel like that. I want to climb on top of a fence and just go AAAARRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHAHAHAHAHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

I think if would be cathartic!

But knowing me I would find a fence that was able to hold my 140 lbs (remember I'm 7mths pregnant), but being I'm pregnant and not high on the graceful scale at the moment, I would probably only make if about half way up the fence. At this point I would run out of breath, so I'd stop for a minute. Which would cause my foot to slip on the icy fence (remember... winter... Canada) and get hooked into the fence. At this point my glove would freeze and get stuck to the fence. My pulling at the glove would cause me to fall backwards resulting in the hooked foot to catch me in some fashion. I would then be hanging upside down by one foot with only one glove on feeling totally pathetic but unable to get up and unwilling to call for help. At this point my husband would find me, wondering where I have gone off to in the middle of the winter. He would pull me down, shake his head at me, and probably laugh hysterically. Which would cause me to feel worst, resulting in me (in my over emotional state) to start crying, causing little ice trails to freeze to my face.

Yeah.... so climbing a fence and screaming is out. I guess this is why you seldom see cats do it in the winter, must be more of a summer sport.