Team who cares.... lol

So I broke down and rented the third installment of Twilight. I know I know, totally lame. But I've read the books and wanted to see how they managed to do it. I still have to say that Team Jacob is cute but not my type and Team Edward is blah... I stick with my findings in the book... Team Jasper! Yup! I'm all about Jasper... and I'll even include Alice. I think Bella should dump the boys and go for Alice and Jasper instead. LOL. Or maybe we need to get rid of all three of them... add a new person all together to join team Alice and Jasper. Basicly 'cause Jacob, Edward and Bella are ALL too whiny! I have to say my favorite characters are Alice, Jasper and Charlie! Her dad rocks :) LOL.

So everything seems to be going good with baby. I haven't heard anything from the doctor about the ultrasound and I'm a strong believer in no news is good news :), so unless something changes on Monday we are good for another week. Next appointment is on the 26th.

I'm not expecting a great week next week. We are one week from when Cole would have been 1 year old. I can't help but think just how fast time flies sometimes. 2010 was probably the longest and hardest year I've ever had to face and yet it still seemed to go so fast. I'm not really sure if Beau and I are going to do anything next weekend, I don't think he really wants to do something, but who knows. I feel like we should do something. That it would be better to celebrate his birth and the time (although short) we had with him on his birthday and not on Feb 19th when he died. I'm sure the time between the 23rd of Jan and the 19th of Feb will have a few really hard days, that can't be helped, but we will try to make the best of it so that this new little bundle growing will have the best possibly experience in the next few months before our due date. In some ways I feel guilty about being pregnant at almost the same point as I was with Cole on his birth date, but I try to believe that me being able to get pregnant again so quickly and not having some of the issues I was having when pregnant with Cole is his way of protecting us and giving us his blessing. I'm not sure what I truly believe in the whole after death thing, but I know that something must be looking out for us, and I pray that whatever it is will give us a happier outcome.

So we will all be wearing our Team Jasper shirts for the next few days LOL and keep you posted on the next week.