Welcome 2011! Good riddance 2010!
So some people are reflecting on the year past, and I am a little unwilling. This was not a good year to say the least! It was a year filled with joy and sorrow, pain and many tears. It was a year of pretending your fine even when you're not, being fine even when you feel you shouldn't and trying to be happy even when you're still in pain. I know the pain of this past year will never truly leave me. It will always be around. But hopefully at some point I will be able to look back on 2010 as the year that changed me, for even though we truly try not to change, and we say we are the same person, in all honesty we are not. We are a different person, and the pain/ sorrow/ grief/ etc will always change us, we can never fully go back to who we were and that is not a bad thing. Hopefully this growth will never injure us or cause us to loose our friend, but any true friend will understand these changes and accept that we will always be the person we were but with the addition of the person we are now.
For 2011 I have great hopes. I hope that this year will be a year of joy to counter the year of sorrow. I hope that this year will help us find stability in our jobs, our homes and our lives. I hope to share 2011 with those I love, friend and family, and those who have yet to arrive.
I will not create resolutions... I do not know what to expect for the year to come so I will not decide on anything in that capacity. Instead I will send a wish out... I wish that all those I care about will find love and happiness in whatever means that most suits them, I wish that this pregnancy will end successfully with my beautiful little girl being healthy, and both of us being able to come home and enjoy eachother's company, I wish that my love will find his new career to his liking and enjoy happiness with his family, his wife, his daughter yet to come and his dog (can't forget the dog :) ), I wish for happiness in all our endeavors yet thought of!
May your year be beautiful, happy, healthy, safe and fun, and may you all find Love and Happiness in your lives in whatever means most suits you!
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