So I was able to be strong... and get the nerve to go into Cole's box. I went on a mission to find the health card without really looking at the rest of the stuff. Part of me is a little sad and guilty that I didn't spend some time going through everything to find the health card but it's just so hard some days. I opened the box and grabbed the government looking envelopes, found the one I needed, put everything back and closed the box again.
Maybe I failed. Maybe I should have been stronger and actually looked at all his little stuff that's in the box. But I don't know if I'll ever be that strong any time soon.
I called the company that wanted his information, some place called Ornge. I guess they deal with air lifting people to hospitals or between hospitals. When Cole was born in Fergus he was moved to Kingston's NICU by plane or something. So I called them and of course got a voice mail. I left a message with all my information that I think they needed. They actually managed to call me back 2 hours later letting me know that everything's fine with the health card and not to worry about the invoice. So that's a little bit of a relief. I don't know where I would have come up with apx $2300, so it means that that at least worked out.
So this little girl in my belly is moving like a crazy jumping bean. With Cole I mostly felt the kicks and movements at around 20 something weeks at night, I barely felt them through out the day. Now maybe I'm just more sensitive or thinking about it more, but she's kicking me all the time. Part of it is that I know she's carrying lower than Cole was and so she keeps kicking me in the pelvis and bladder area (which is not so hot when it makes you go pee at least every half hour to 45min, especially when you're trying to sleep). But we think we may have decided on a first name... now we're discussing a middle name... once it's all confirmed that we are happy with the name I'll let you know :).
So not a bad day all in all so far. A little tired, physically and emotionally, but hopefully that will even out.
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