Just because someone is not crying doesn't mean they're not in pain.

Dec 1, 2010

So it's a...

Girl... at least 90% as the doctor said... Woot! I'm excited and now dealing with the emotional turmoil of the fact that Polar Bear already had a girl with his ex (not that we get to see her) and I failed on the boy front. I know I'm totally pathetic and creating issues. He said he's happy either way, I believe him (mostly) but I still feel responsible for the loss of our boy. I know I shouldn't, that I didn't have anything to do with the outcome, but I can't help it.

So now starts the "discussion" about names! Boy's names we have No Problem agreeing on, we both like boy's names that sound masculine. But girl's names are another cup of tea. He like's girly girl names... I don't... I like Parker... or Sam.... or something like that... he likes Isabelle, and other pretty names. We'll see how the discussion over the next 4 months (we're hoping here) goes and what we decide in the end. Knowing us, we'll pick a name and completely change our mind when the baby's born.

The doctor said everything looks good, next appointment is in 4 weeks... the 29th of Dec. I asked him about my increasing worries as the 29 week point gets closer and he said that he'll get us set up for another ultrasound at the next appointment. That means an ultrasound around 26ish weeks (about 2 weeks after the next apt) to check cervix length again, and just make sure every thing's good. So we'll see if I'll have a crazy amount of apts this time or not. He doesn't think I'll need them, but you never know.

So... for now everything's good, babies good, everyone's looking healthy... yay! Keep this positivity coming!

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