Congrats... I guess

I'm tired of saying Congratulations!
I'm tired of hearing about all the happy go lucky pregnancies, those that have never had an issue and probably never will. (And I do hope they never will)

I'm tired of hearing about all the new babies that are born, healthy and safe, and get to go home with their moms and dads.

I'm TIRED of saying Congratulations!

I happy for all of you who are happy, but do you realize that your kicking me in the face. I know you don't mean it but seriously... I don't need to hear about every burp, every poop, every giggle and every smile. I don't need to hear about it at all.
Yes I am pregnant as well... but it's not like you!
I will probably never experience another pregnancy like all you happy ladies who don't worry every minute, don't panic every day.
I am soooooooooo.... Fuckin happy for you, now could you please just all go away.

Everywhere I go, the plague of babies follows, every site I visit the constant posts about them... I'm tired, and it's late so I know it makes it harder but still!
It's great that your baby turned 5 mnths, 8 mths, 2 yrs, whatever!
I'm happy for you, I really am.
But seriously, can you not post something about your life other than that???

I will get over this, in my own ways... but at the moment I am tired of saying Congratulations.
So all you lovely people who are getting pregnant as well... Congrats... I guess.
I know you aren't thinking about it, you think I'm pregnant and should be happy, but it never goes away. Everyone can try to ignore what happened, and focus on only the "happy" ... and that's fine... but the happy doesn't need to be about your baby, child, kid ALL THE TIME!
I will never forget it, never ignore it,... It will always be there with me!
I am sad... Always... and by finding out your pregnant at the same time scares me. Scares me that I will loose another and have to face you and your new baby, just as I had to last time, and I don't really know if I can handle it. I really don't know...
I try to stay positive, I really do, but it doesn't always work.

I'm just tired of saying Congratulations to everyone else but me!